September 3, 2018 | DeAnna Houston Becoming pregnancy was not an easy for me and my husband. It took us four long years and while I would not take back that time period, I did spend many moments feeling pain, sadness, and grief. A couple months before I got pregnant I made a promise to myself that once pregnant I would only feel positivity and gratitude. I told myself I was not allowed to complain. Even if it was hard, I would "woman up" and move on. Side note, I am the type